A Month Ago~

>> Thursday, November 19, 2009


It's been a month ago....
I never see the phone ring up from you....

I never call you too. And so on....
I know we have to concentrate and keep going on....
I wish you are having a good life with your smile on face.

I'm still the same, I miss you...
I Love you more than I expected.

Recently this song really make me emo about you....
Dedicate to my loving one. " Noting Gonna Change My Love For You


The Clock toc the 12.40am... And it's been a month.
28days, 672hours, 40320mins, 2419200second....

20 November 2009 12.40am
Mika

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Dream About Her

>> Monday, November 9, 2009



This is really making suffer for me...
How do i dream of you when i say i'm not.

Because I lie.... I really miss you.
Just trying to busy myself and not to concentrate on you.
And it's a failed behaviour I have.

Someone tell me, I do not know what I want.
I just shut up and whisper " I know what I want, but I'm force to make the choice of doing something that not I wanted."
Does it really a choice for me? No, I have to leave.

When I say " Leave me alone, I will go for my life"
I knew you are crying, but you ever know I'm crying without any sound too.
I wish I hidden myself and cry. But I have to say No to myself.
And concern myself, it doesn't matter. Unfortunately it isn't.

I do not need concern, I do not need sympathy.
All I need is you.... I'm sorry, I love You.

Mika 2.46pm
10/11/2009

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The Love........

>> Monday, October 5, 2009


Hi there,

It's been so long... And i still remember and never forget... my love.
I lover you since i meet you... And still going on...

Just because of you....
I don't even how freak can i go on~~~~
Just because of you....
I don't even know how much pain should i suffer anymore...
Just because of you....
I don't even fall in love in other anymore....

It's a pain... It'll never swap away from bleeding heart...
I miss you.... but i don't even want know your news....
I love you.... but i don't want to love you....

WTF am I thinking??
Leaving my love?? Or keep going on blinding love??
Stay in love or Leave the cruel??

Mum, dad, brothers, sisters.....
I know what should i do.... But I'm too obsess on "SHE"
Strength, Tough, Confident, independent....
I had lost what i have......

Tears.... and tears...
always on my heart....

I love you.....


Mika 06/10/2009
12.06AM

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X'Mas And Boxing Day 24-27th DEC 2008

>> Sunday, December 28, 2008

Christmas... Does it really mean to me???

Not really... For me, it’s just a festival for getting a party.


Jerry ( Right ), Shawn ( Left)


But not this year, it's really different with previous year.
I was having a peace and traditional Christmas in Hatfield.
Gosh... What a day. Can you just imaging a day without public transport to get you somewhere??
Here you go.. This issue really happens in United Kingdom. Train, tube or taxi does not exist in this country for 2-3days.


Mahjong Section


Haiz... what can I do for this year?? Nah, just a boring day I have.
At last, we got a plan in the end. Jerry got his new C-class kompressor.
WTF.... We were fooling around the town. Shawn just likes playing his Need F

or Speed

underground in Hatfield. After having a good ride, we got back to Jerry's house for Steamboat. And follow up with Mahjong section. So that's it, our peace Christmas in Hatfield.

Little Cute Travis at Bond Street


26th Dec, Wooo... what a day. Yeah, is Boxing Day. Travis and I went to Lon

don for shopping. Gosh, what an early morning, the London already full with crowded. Human Traffic jam just in front of Selfridges. People are queuing up buying all the branded stuff. Can you imagin

g all the branded stuff like Channel, Prada, Dior, Gucci, LV, Burberry, Armani display

items are empty?? Can you imaging all the branded Shirt/ T-shirts are on the floors?

New Bond Street Gucci


Lacking breathe in Selfridges, everyone is freak on branded stuff and rush for it. What a crazy boxing day in United Kingdom. It was a extreme tired day for me. I'm one of the freakier; I got kinda a lot in super sale festival. This really makes me freak on it.... What a boxing day~~


My 2008 X'mas Gift


27th Morning, I was thinking to get some stuff from Gucci in New Bond Street. I reac

hed there before 9.30am; I was thinking it's still early for my day. Who knows? Gosh~ When I reached there, the queue was super long. I been waiting there for more than hour before I geo my turn to go in the Gucci shop. What a tired day I had... But I got few items

from the sale at least.


Mika Tan London 9.11PM

28 DEC 2008

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我- 怎样才能满足欲望

>> Thursday, December 18, 2008

其实人是贪心的.
拥有的永远都不会满足.
有了这个... 却会想到要那个.
往往都是前往着,争取着想要的.

欲望是不会停止的... 也不会满足的.
可能就是"贪念"的存在吧.
即使我, 也对自己做了试验.
果然不出所料, 我也是人. "贪念"的人.

好多东西我拥有了, 但都是满足不了我的欲望.
我要的却是很多的很多...
我很了解我自己, 我也很了解这世界的运作.
因为这世界也让我对欲望拥有了更一步的野心.
因为我很了解这钱的世界... 是多么的残酷.

但我也常在想. 是否退让一步, 却会更加美好.
钱, 不重要吗?

藝佺 伦敦2.57m
19/12/2008

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**~~孝敬父母天经地义~~**

夜晚因有月亮而分外美丽,生命因有水源而充满活力,人间因有亲情而更加温馨……亲情是扯不断的牵挂,亲情是割不舍的思念,亲情不会随时空变化而改变!你知道为什么亲情如此经得起考验,历久却依然如故吗?因为亲情来自于世界上最执著,最伟大的人——父母!

  父母给予我们的太多太多,而亲情只是其中的一部分。更重要的是:父母给了我们健康的体格和宝贵的生命。父母慷慨无私的给了我一切,却从来未向我索取过 回报。身为儿女的,我们又当为父母做些什么?我在苦苦的思索着,父母生我养我到底为了什么?我活着又该为父母做什么?终于,我明白了。父母所给我的一切, 是无法用金钱和物质去衡量的。只要我能拿出一颗孝心去报答父母就够了。

  为了抚养儿女,呕心沥血,辛苦操劳了一辈子的父母唯一的心愿就是能子孙满堂,安度晚年。其实这并不是什么奢求。然而,就这样一个小小的心愿,有些父母 却满足不了。在当今这个社会上,有多少人长大了,成家了,却将父母撇在了一边。又是嫌父母无能,又嫌父母无用,又嫌父母年纪大了太脏,还嫌父母给自己丢 人,事实真是这样吗?父母真的无能无用吗?不管父母真的是无能无用,但他们能把儿女抚养大,能使儿女们成家立业,他们能完成了自己的历史使命!儿女18岁 成年之后,就有义务赡养老人,替父母分担生活的压力。身为儿女有什么资格轻视父母无能?父母年纪大了,不如年轻人干净,这也有可能,但儿女有什么理由嫌弃 老人?父母一把屎一把尿把儿女拉扯大,父母什么时候嫌过脏?如果当初父母也这样嫌弃自己,不照顾自己,我们能活到现在吗?有人嫌父母给自己丢人,说的难听 点,父母没嫌养了个不孝的儿女给他们丢人就不错了。不管人怎么辩解,作为儿女的真是没有资格,没有理由去嫌弃父母。当我们慢待父母的时候,父母真的会很伤 心,天下所有的儿女们,请不要再伤害父母那脆弱的心了!

  有谁不是父母生,有谁不被父母疼,父母养儿为了啥,儿女当知父母情。是啊,每个做儿女的都当认真思考,用心体会,父母抚养儿女真的不容易。儿女小的时 候,父母精心呵护,又怕着凉,又怕感冒。然后,又要挣钱供儿女上学。随后,又要给儿女找工作,马上又得准备给儿女成家立业,紧接着,又要帮儿女带孩子,孙 子、孙女长大了,父母也老了。本该安度晚年,静享天伦之乐的时候,儿女见父母年纪大了,没有什么利用价值了。于是,绝情的将父母拒之门外,家中欢声笑语, 门外只剩下老人黯然泪下……

  这样的遭遇对父母来说真的太残忍了,在父母年老的时候儿女不是要把父母赶出去,而是要加倍的给他们心情舒畅、悠闲自在的安享晚年的幸福,操劳了一辈子也该歇歇了。

  说来说去,没有别的意思,无非就是要唤起人们的良知,用一颗感恩的心去善待那最爱自己的人,当有一天,人的良知突然发现父母一生的艰辛之后,你会情不自禁的去想尽一切办法让父母放心,让父母满足。

  记得祖母曾对我提起父亲年轻时的故事。那时候,由于家里穷,父亲十五岁便辍学在家帮祖父干活。父亲好强,不甘示弱,在生产队里干活大人干多少活,他也 干多少,再累也不吭声,为的就是多挣几个工分,给祖父减轻一点负担。十七岁的父亲就在采石场采石头,为了能拿回一个月的工资,父亲错过了去铁路局上班的机 会,然而父亲无怨无悔,反而心里很坦然。十八岁那年,父亲在离家六十里外的运输队运石头。(那时,只能靠人力推车)别人一天赚4块多,父亲却能赚6块多。 为了多赚这2块多钱,别人休息的时候,父亲舍不得休息,别人推少的父亲推多的。因为父亲知道,祖父、祖母拉扯他们兄妹几个不容易,他要尽自己最大的力量去 帮助祖父、祖母,为祖父、祖母减轻负担。

  为了让祖父、祖母少操心,少生气。父亲总是处处给叔叔和姑姑带头。父亲从小直到祖父、祖母相继去世,从没顶撞过他们。甚至连大声与他们讲话的情况都没 有。听父亲说:“最让他揪心的就是祖父、祖母生病!”每当这时候,父亲总是寸步不离的守在床前。有时,还会亲自为二老配药、打针。父亲常说“孝敬父母是每 个做儿女的义务,但是孝敬父母并不一定非要做出什么惊天动地,光宗耀祖的大事,或者给父母多少金钱物质,更重要的是让父母少操心,少生气……

  几千年来,孝敬父母一直是中华民族的传统美德。同时,这也是人本性的要求,一个连自己的生身父母都漠不关心的人其本性可想而知,这样的人若说自己有善心,有良心。纯粹是空话、谎话。俗话说,人无良心不如兽。因此,我们各自拍胸自问,良心何在?

  让我们一起唤醒沉睡的良知,牢牢记住“孝敬父母不怕天”“百善孝为先”这千古训言,同时也记住“孝敬”这个永远都不能遗忘,不会被岁月冲淡的话题,不论到什么时候,“孝敬”都值得我们无条件的执行,不论时空怎样转变,几千年的中华传统美德不能变。

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